Lost Myself

Lost:

When I see the first ray of sun,
The scorching bright light,
That goes through the nerves of my eyes,
Hits the brain and reminds me,
That no matter what happens,
The darkness will disappear,
I know that I'm not lost.

When I wash my face,
With the cold sweet water,
That vanishes the sleep from my eyes,
When I clean myself up,
Pray to God, read the holy letters,
I know that I'm very much alive,
I know that I'm not lost.

When I put the first bite of food in the mouth,
The taste of which touches the heart,
The energy that it gives me to stand throughout the day,
I know that I'm not lost.

When I get out to work,
Through the cold winds,
When I see people come and go,
When I hear the birds chirping their songs,
I know that I'm not lost.

But a single look at her that day,
The moment that washed everything off my mind,
For the first time, I lost my way.

There she was, right in front of me,
The feeling of the world spinning against me,
The weightlessness in my body,
The goose bumps on my hands,
Like everything was falling in the right place,
But still there was something missing,
I knew that I've lost myself.

Lost in the world of dreams,
Like an animated movie,
Where everything strange looks amusing,
Lost in the deep feelings that led me into an abyss,
Like a torn book, when it watches the pieces fall apart,
She was gone, the way she came into my life.

But I was still in that dream,
Searching for her, on every turn,
Looking for her under every shade,
So difficult it was beginning to seem,
It started to make me burn,
With every last memory fading,
I knew I've lost myself.

I knew I'd lost myself...